disturbed

it once disturbed me when I, all at once, discovered it

alone

how tempting it is to blame others for the loneliness of life

the degree to which I am able to grieve

what do I feel?

The worst loss you’ll ever experience is always your own.

I resent how safe my self isolation makes me feel and yet how it also makes me sick.

someday soon, maybe

Trauma touches everything. So healing touches everything too.

What have I done? What have I done giving birth to myself?