do you ever

do you ever let them find you?

2025

this year came to me as, of all things, the bone deep unseen ache in your ass the day after doing squats.

love and truth friends of mystery from duality, deliver me a seeker

the new life you long for comes at the price of the thing you’re too afraid to let go of

if I’m going to bloom at all in this little life

why did no one ever tell me there was such wholeness in not knowing?

like a yawn that makes your fingertips tingle just before you slumber

there’s this shapelessness within me

hopes tempered by dread I dream

when I sit by the stream I don’t wonder what i’ve done to deserve it’s trickle