doppelgänger

what do I feel?

maybe

I

don’t

need

to

know.

maybe

thats

not

always

the

point.

maybe

the

better

question

is:

how?

how

do

I

connect

with

it

and

experience

it?

afterall

knowing

and

numbing

often

look

the

same.

inasmuch

as

my

knowing

numbs:

I profess uncertainty.

if

only

it

means

I

really feel,

if

only

it

means

I

really live.